Showing posts with label unfinished work. Show all posts
Showing posts with label unfinished work. Show all posts
Friday, April 18, 2014
Negative Thinking...
affects us all, whether we admit it or not, whether we're depressed or not (though depression does make it rather worse...). One of my favourites is that I'm lazy, that I don't work hard enough. And then, as I did today, I go to tidy the studio and realise that it's not strictly speaking true... I just get diverted a lot. There is, however, a lot of work around... I picked up these five pieces that had been kicking around the studio (out of a Rather Substantial Pile), waiting for something... In this case, I think they had been waiting for me to get back into hand sewing.
Clockwise from top left is a piece of silk, with yarns and other pieces of silk needlefelted onto it. Then there is a piece of Evolon which has been printed using one of my hand cut lino blocks, then transfer dyed, then stitched. Below that, there is a piece of transfer dyed lutradur, fused onto crinkled paper (I think that one is probably upside down in this image). Fourth, is a piece of shibori painted nylon beneath a piece of transfer dyed lutradur, with a lot of stitch, and finally, a transfer dyed monoprint. All of these pieces need more stitch, except the fourth one, which needs embellishment, I think with tiny lutradur flowers, and maybe some three dimensional leaves... we'll see.
I like all of these pieces, but have a sneaky preference for the first one...though I'm fond of the monoprint, too. Guess that's my Easter weekend sorted out....what with warping up the peg loom, and starting the rug, and possibly buying a couple of plants (well, it's traditional, right?). If you celebrate it, have a very Happy Easter. And don't worry; a girl (or boy) really can't have too much chocolate!
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Making Space.
I'm finally recovered from the flu, and starting to make space around myself for creative things to happen. My upstairs studios have had stuff dumped in them, as I work my way through the house, decluttering and muttering... Now, it's time to get that sorted out. I spent half a day this weekend, just sifting through one of the rooms, and found a remarkable amount of unfinished work. I've been beating myself up for not making much in the past two years, only to find that I've got plenty to be working with for the meantime, thanks.
I've gone back into therapy, the demon depression has been biting again. The major focus of that is to help me to get out of my own way; there is a whole tangle of 'stuff', a bit like the thorny forest surrounding Sleeping Beauty's castle, that needs to be pruned back and sorted. It's hard, painful work; those thorns scratch! Part of what I'm learning is that I seem to have moved away from the work I do best, the work 'about' depression and mental health issues, the work about feelings. Instead, I've been chasing the elusive 'sellable' work, that seems to be indefinable, at least for me. Nobody seems to want to buy my work; that's not a complaint, it's a fact. So I may as well please myself, and make the strong depression work, the work about feelings, and starve happy!
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